OUR STORY
Back then in Core 1, i was an active raider from shroud, killing tons of people in a village before moving on to my next target. It was when i capped all my major jutsus and had a ton of health and healing items with me. After raiding Konoki, i had thought of going back to my village to rest and get more pools. but as i was on my way, somewhere in between shroud and konoki, i got caught in an "ambush" by a guy named ZeroShadow.
Of course, with my stats, i was confident that i could kill him easily, considering he had a much lower Experience than i do. In my first attack, i made a reasonable amount of damage on him, making me more confident on how easy this fight would be. but on my second hit... my attacked lowered.. and this continued on until my damage on him went as low as none. He used a Jutsu that i thought was useless.. a jutsu that i had always ignored and belittled. "Earth Shield". After all my offense went to near 0, he started attacking me.i had no choice but to use healing items to last longer. and when i thought i was gonna lose... we had a DKO. that battle was memorable, it took more than 20 rounds, unusual back then. After throwing hate mails at him, i went back to my village as if nothing happened.
a few days passed and i discovered that the same guy that i wasted my energy and money on was in the same ANBU i was in. i just knew i had to talk to him, as his game intrigued me. slowly and unwillingly... i fell in love with him.. little by little... but there was nothing i could do. We became fast friends, and i didnt want to lose his friendship. because of him, i learned to hold on to my emotions and put on a fake smile. He was married to another girl.. and i didnt want to mess up their relationship.
when their relationship came to an end, i didnt know if i should be glad and thankful that i now had a chance, or sad and depressed now that a great friend of mine just lost a love. so i still kept my distance.. My other friend, a brother of his, told me stories that Zero liked me. of course, i didnt believe it. "That would be impossible" was all i could think of. but my friend did not stopped pushing me to tell him how i really feel.. so i told him face to face "i like you". at first, he was quiet... by then i thought i had done something wrong. But after a few exchange of PMs, he told me he felt the same.
we went along just fine.. but awkwardness took over. it was difficult to talk like we used to and enjoy each other's company as a friend. but time did it's work.. and everything went from awkward to enjoyment.
but it stopped after an old love of mine came back to ask for a second chance. As i was... i did gave him a chance, leaving ZeroShadow back in his darkness... but after a few days, my current husband suddenly left me... and in my time with him, i never experienced the love i felt with ZeroShadow. As all people would think, they would go back to where they came from if they didnt enjoy where they were. But me... i didnt want to. and my reason is because i didnt want ZeroShadow to feel like he is only a choice that i'll settle for. i was ashamed of myself for leaving him. again, i kept my distance and stayed as a friend for him, seeing him enjoying his new married life.
but he couldn't hold it anymore, at the exact time i was about to give up on hiding my real emotions. we confessed to each other once again at the same time and gave our love another chance.
My problems in Everything bothered me and led me to stop being active for a long time... when i came back, i saw he was still married to me.... but i did something stupid and divorced him. i took everything as a game from there on.... which soon ended my life in Core 1
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I never forgot about him. i always thought of him. i even greeted him on his birthday, even his mother's birthday.. through Emails. i never got a reply from any mails i sent him, but it did not bother me. I just continued to live my everyday life normally. but one day, i got a reply from him. 4 months AFTER i sent him the last email. we talked and talked. saying how much we missed each other. it was the way we do as friends and after some time, he invited me to play TNR, Core 2.
I clearly remember what i said to him.. to let him know that i still felt the same for him.
"And by the way.. I still Love You"
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
We had our Ups and Downs.
But we always worked up way up to become a better couple.
We had our Differences.
But those differences only made us stronger.
We had our feelings mixed.
But we spent time figuring things out together
We Are The Other Half Of Each Other
Of course, with my stats, i was confident that i could kill him easily, considering he had a much lower Experience than i do. In my first attack, i made a reasonable amount of damage on him, making me more confident on how easy this fight would be. but on my second hit... my attacked lowered.. and this continued on until my damage on him went as low as none. He used a Jutsu that i thought was useless.. a jutsu that i had always ignored and belittled. "Earth Shield". After all my offense went to near 0, he started attacking me.i had no choice but to use healing items to last longer. and when i thought i was gonna lose... we had a DKO. that battle was memorable, it took more than 20 rounds, unusual back then. After throwing hate mails at him, i went back to my village as if nothing happened.
a few days passed and i discovered that the same guy that i wasted my energy and money on was in the same ANBU i was in. i just knew i had to talk to him, as his game intrigued me. slowly and unwillingly... i fell in love with him.. little by little... but there was nothing i could do. We became fast friends, and i didnt want to lose his friendship. because of him, i learned to hold on to my emotions and put on a fake smile. He was married to another girl.. and i didnt want to mess up their relationship.
when their relationship came to an end, i didnt know if i should be glad and thankful that i now had a chance, or sad and depressed now that a great friend of mine just lost a love. so i still kept my distance.. My other friend, a brother of his, told me stories that Zero liked me. of course, i didnt believe it. "That would be impossible" was all i could think of. but my friend did not stopped pushing me to tell him how i really feel.. so i told him face to face "i like you". at first, he was quiet... by then i thought i had done something wrong. But after a few exchange of PMs, he told me he felt the same.
we went along just fine.. but awkwardness took over. it was difficult to talk like we used to and enjoy each other's company as a friend. but time did it's work.. and everything went from awkward to enjoyment.
but it stopped after an old love of mine came back to ask for a second chance. As i was... i did gave him a chance, leaving ZeroShadow back in his darkness... but after a few days, my current husband suddenly left me... and in my time with him, i never experienced the love i felt with ZeroShadow. As all people would think, they would go back to where they came from if they didnt enjoy where they were. But me... i didnt want to. and my reason is because i didnt want ZeroShadow to feel like he is only a choice that i'll settle for. i was ashamed of myself for leaving him. again, i kept my distance and stayed as a friend for him, seeing him enjoying his new married life.
but he couldn't hold it anymore, at the exact time i was about to give up on hiding my real emotions. we confessed to each other once again at the same time and gave our love another chance.
My problems in Everything bothered me and led me to stop being active for a long time... when i came back, i saw he was still married to me.... but i did something stupid and divorced him. i took everything as a game from there on.... which soon ended my life in Core 1
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I never forgot about him. i always thought of him. i even greeted him on his birthday, even his mother's birthday.. through Emails. i never got a reply from any mails i sent him, but it did not bother me. I just continued to live my everyday life normally. but one day, i got a reply from him. 4 months AFTER i sent him the last email. we talked and talked. saying how much we missed each other. it was the way we do as friends and after some time, he invited me to play TNR, Core 2.
I clearly remember what i said to him.. to let him know that i still felt the same for him.
"And by the way.. I still Love You"
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
We had our Ups and Downs.
But we always worked up way up to become a better couple.
We had our Differences.
But those differences only made us stronger.
We had our feelings mixed.
But we spent time figuring things out together
We Are The Other Half Of Each Other
It will be a shame if we can't
clearly remember someone we
once loved due to a long lapse of
time.
